Thanks a lot for your kind words. I really don't care about boards or the practicals. The only thing currently important for me is my JEE coaching classes. School is a relaxing place for me, so sometimes I attend the school online classes.
But we really are missing school life. We are in our final years (almost, but
@Aarav Sahni only has a few months left to leave school) and we haven't even stepped once in our classroom or met any of our classmates except the ones who are with us from previous class (10th).
And don't know why, but I find chilling to be more difficult than studying chemical equilibrium . Even when I'm watching TV. some sort of tension is in my mind for studying instead of watching. But as I said, we gotta cope and study, the race for top colleges (IIT. NIT, DTU, NSIT, IIIT) is really tough. If we fall behind, we'll lose, but there's always a way to get success. And to be honest, losing concentration and getting phased out from the present is kind of experienced by a majority of JEE Aspirants this year due to the poor quality of online classes as compared to offline classes. If I was having offline classes right now, I would've been 10 times less stressed due to the environment in schools and coaching institutes. But following the same routine everyday for the past 10 months has wore me and the other students out - wake up, get fresh, study, eat, study, relax, study, study, study, study. Nothing else, no interaction with friends (except my WoHo family) , no interaction with teachers who could help in these conditions and literally no thrill for examinations - they come and go without that thrill which we had till last year when we gave exams in schools and exam centres. Sitting on one chair at one desk for the entire day from 8am to 1 am night kills my mind. And I do excercise if you suspect that I remain seated with no physical movement. But it is really tiring. The experience of going to school everyday or to coaching centres was different, and I am trying hard not to think about the merry days, when studying was fun and was with friends.
So, we study, not for ourselves but for our colleges. This may sound offensive to some, but can't turn my face away from reality.
And this is kind of a sensitive topic for me and the Wormhole is my safe place away from all that stress. So l refrain myself from talking about this here. But I wrote a lot because I can't stop expressing my feelings currently in this situation.
I am really sorry if my words offend anyone or disappointed anyone, but for me, this is the reality, and the world is not exactly like a fairytale for me this year and the next year till JEE 2022. This sums up all my feelings.
@Aditya Javadekar @Aarav SahniClick to expand...
